Do you ever know ...

Do you ever know if what you are doing ..is the right thing to do ?
Do you ever know when to stop yourself from going too far?

We never know...I guess you just got to take the chance
No right and wrong because whatever happens..it will lead you to where you are supposed to be
Right now.


Take the risk ...I try ...even though I might come off as a fool ..at least I tried....did you?

Hands.

My hands hurt so much ....and I'm covering a S#*! load of shifts this week ...=(


I just wanna make some art and do the things I have been planning on doing..cant afford to waste anymore time.
Now that I'm home from a long days work ...thought I would have had tom off ...(not anymore) I really wanted to see my friends and now I'm debating if I should even try and go out .....



If i don't ...I'm just going to sit here untill my eyes burn out driving myself crazy ...thinking ..over thinking ...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

too much ....I'm getting bummed=/

SAVE ME!

Take it down a notch

So lately I've been on a super happy high ....but waking up this morning I felt different.

It's like I don't feel comfortable being this happy so drastically ( like its too good to be true or even I'm going to jinx it somehow or disappoint myself in the end) ...I should definitely take it down a notch ...coming back to the real world in a sense












but then again i cant help but feel what i feel and to enjoy it untill it ends.
Carpe Diem.

Ok.

Feeling good today
(feels like I had no sleep ..wait did I?)
=p


Anywho ....totally worth it ...I can sleep once I'm off work at 9.


Yeeeah Doubt it.



Well ...I'll catch up on sleep eventually

Here we go again..

I'm offically sick again....


but I'm not going to let it stop me from doing what I got to do ...F* U sickness!!

I feel inspired today to make some art.....and i wanna go dancing =)
LETS DO DIS!

What ta do

Its sad how this is supposed to be a personal blog and yet i feel super restricted on speaking my mind because its not "professional".......

this is b.s man..


what would you do...?

also...i have a chance to move to Taiwan!
To live! For however long!
Its an amazing opportunity
but i also have one other amazing opportunity here...
decisions decisions

so much to do ..so much to think about ...

Lately Ive been so busy and thinking constantly about things that I need to do that people would be staring straight at me talking and I would have no idea what they were saying or even if they were speaking to me! haha so crazy I feel so scatter brained cant focus on anything for too long ...

I think i just need to relax for a day or two...i don't know why i always over work myself feeling like i need to be constantly moving ...the need to be working on something constantly ...thinking about everything constantly ....geezz exhausting... no wonder I keep getting sick ...its the only way for me to relax ..my body has to shut down in order for me to stop ...take a break 

Im so tired...I think I'm going to take a nap ...again...

Off 4 the rest of the week

MazingaZ in Korea Town ....had a few cups of beer ...ready ta go ridin on theee el biko
(bike duh)


lots ta do the rest of the week ...
ahhhhh nervous!!!!!!!!!!!



=)

LA BOR DAY

Soooo yesterday/last night was a strange one....wasn't feeling it so much (was ready ta end it by midnight) This weird feeling was following me ...I didn't feel anything in particular ..i wasn't sad or mad but I wasn't super happy either...I think it bothered me more that i didnt know

but early this morning i woke up laughing ...
I forgot what I was laughing about but I feel like something strange is gunna happen today


Just got to my Moms..waiting for my cousins to arrive so we can feast
then off ta work I go



What in the world will happen today ....

A day of rest

For the body and mind...


researching.....
thinking....

Down In the Town

Just got home from an after hours show in down town...


so wonderful to see everyone =)
(((been working n recovering from being sick all week )))
tom ill be back ...TIME TA PARTY...


hopefully i last

sleep now
NITE!

Cant seem to close my eyes

but yet still find myself dreaming...








p.s
He was just chillin all day by my front door ...9 am ta 5 pm

Worked all day and still goin..

these damn fires are killin my lungs! ..


but even so ...i cant stop movin....so much ta do!!!
still improving my website and working part time @ Diesel




it feels good to be busy ...i just hope i get better soon n not have ta worry about my health (me sicky)


to be continued....