sometimes..

Pressure ..fustration then shouting n yelling filling your body up with so much anger you have this ball of energy inside you ..that needs ta burst out before you explode..then BOOM!  a hole in your wall ...not realizing what you did ..you begin to cry ...n all the anger you felt wasnt anger at all ..it was saddness

=(

More footage...

Who would have thought this would take this long? I had no idea I did this much video when I was in high school...

thank god though ..because if I didnt do it ..then no one would have *shrugs shoulders* oh well =)

productive but tired

Got a lot done today..cleaned my house ..my car..org my room ...got creative with old clothes i dont wear no more and practiced knitting (im trying to learn)

Oh and went to court and got my money back! yay!

just now my body hurts ..stiff neck still...cant move ...body aches (including my face)...*sigh*

hopefully i can get sum rest right now..ta ta yall

tonight was a good night indeed

Happy 30th Birthday AARON!

and goin out last min ta a spot near was a good choice even thogh im not tired at all and the great thang about that is ...i have court at 10 am (fight my speeding ticket) ..god hope i do good...wish me luck!

old friends

I love it when I see my old friends..specially these days...its so refreshing.

There is still one person left that I'm waiting to see.....

hopefully soon

(you are always on my mind )
<3

Need Coffee

Gotta head to the warehouse later tonight to pick up some paintings and replace them with other ones for the next event (my favorites) >=)  hehe.

This school stuff is pretty complicated as well ..how the heck do I get my materials if I took out a loan that goes directly to the school and its supposed to cover my supplies? meh ...i'll figure it out ...

i hope

Gettin ready for March

Decided to go back to school. Make up designory (mud)...super excited! Special effects make up and all! I figured since I do it already for my shoots and myself, mine as well go full out and do it all! Starts at the end of March and for all that know me I have already been slowly m.i.a (trying regulate my days before I start)


Kinda nervous but its good.